In a recent blog posting I wrote about my impression of Jesus'
conversation with his disciples before he went on to sacrificing His
life for us. I made a stretched connection to my own words of advice
that I would give to my children before I left them for just an evening
date. Naturally, it was very important to me to be able to return home
and find them safe. I needed them to understand the responsibilities
they had and the potential danger or problems that could come about if
they did not follow my wise instruction.
Looking through the
Gospel of John, I focused on chapters 13, 14 and 15 to show how we find
Jesus giving heartfelt final instructions to His loved ones before his
death, to keep them safe and well.
It is from this perspective that I would suggest you consider the weight of our second Congregational Memory Verse,
John
15:5, "I am the vine, you are the branches; If you abide in me and I in
you, you will bear much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing."
The J.B. Phillips New Testament says it this way, "You must go on growing in me and I
will grow in you. For just as the branch cannot bear any fruit unless
it shares the life of the vine, so you can produce nothing unless you go
on growing in me. I am the vine itself, you are the branches. It is the
man who shares my life and whose life I share who proves fruitful. For
the plain fact is that apart from me you can do nothing at all. The man
who does not share my life is like a branch that is broken off and
withers away. He becomes just like the dry sticks that men pick up and
use for the firewood. But if you live your life in me, and my words live
in your hearts, you can ask for whatever you like and it will come true
for you. This is how my Father will be glorified—in your becoming
fruitful and being my disciples."
Recently, I
was extremely angry with someone who is part of my life. I was going
over it in my mind and was astounded at the burst of anger that came
from deep within myself. As this rage surfaced, I immediately felt a
check in my spirit - I knew it was an un-Godly attitude. Quickly I
attempted to analyze my tangled feelings.
Being too much work to
sort out, as well as completely ungratifying, I prayed, "Lord, take
this. Just take it - you've already dealt with it. You already know it
all and You've paid for it all - please, help me to see this the way
You want me to." Then I dropped it, I just let it go. I went on with
my morning walk and before I knew it, I was back to thinking about the
same person and situation. But this time, with no conscious effort at
all, I saw this person as being remarkably like myself. I saw that many
of his faults were nothing worse than my own, and to be honest it was
likely they were not even as bad as mine.
I recalled how God had
come into my life and rescued me from the ugly path I used to be on. I
am well aware that I had not deserved nor earned any of the kindnesses
that He so graciously lavished on me.
Questions formed in my
mind... Did I really feel okay with begrudging His grace upon another,
who also did not earn or deserve it?
How can I humbly depend on God's grace to cover my tremendous failings, but think He won't or can't or shouldn't cover someone else's?
And
why would I think it's sensible for God's grace to have rescued me
while I was still in the pit, but then think that this other person
needed to get out of the pit before he is would be worth saving?
I know undoubtedly, that Jesus Himself changed my mind and gave me His perspective. His Light shone in on my darkness.
This is what He does when we abide...remain...live in Him.
Today
I pray that my "friend" will be freed from the chains that hold him
back. I pray that he too will marvel over the amazing Grace that saved him when he didn't deserve it.
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When I sit on my
high horse and loftily look down at that "pathetic fool", God is not
with me. He is against me. God opposes the proud (see James 4:6, 1
Peter 5:5). But when I come to my Heavenly Father and sincerely,
lovingly ask Him to reveal Himself to this other one, as He did to me,
He gives grace.
There's much to learn about humility, grace and
the love of God, Please consider joining us as we begin our online book
study. Read or re-read the first chapter of Humility, True Greatness and watch the Living Water Cafe Blog, Facebook or email for discussion as soon as this Newsletter is out.
May you find your way in the loving presence of Jesus,
